I find that there are illusions, illusions that you can’t have what you want. But I think the illusion is often that you want it at all.
Want itself in many cases is the illusion.
Its true, there are things that just are not likely to occur, regardless of how much power I have. Mostly because I don’t really want those things, I just think I do. I won’t go to the trouble to achieve them, because its not my will to do so.
When my will is in line with my desires, I do tend to get what I want. Fear and perceived limitations are sometimes the culprit, but the more I focus my will, the less that is the case.
Maybe I am supposed to want to be rich, maybe I am supposed to want to be skinny, maybe I am supposed to want a bunch of things. But really, I want to be cuddled, I want children to smile at me, I want to eat tasty foods and feel healthy and sexy, I want my workplace to be unlikely to fire me, so I can count on going to work and coming home with some pay and health insurance without having to take a ton of risks.